::Will you, love me tomorrow?::

Monday, March 08, 2004

I have abandoned my blogger life for livejournal, I can't keep up with posting in both.

Go here, It's better.

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by Tanya @ 3/08/2004 11:46:00 AM

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

Anyway, I don't have much news. So, I apologise for being borng. Newest music obsession would have to be with Magic Dirt, especially 'Watch out Boys' I think it's pro. I think I'm starting to find a type of music and sticking to it rather than being misunderstood and confused by some people. I want to buy an electric guitar, enough of this shitty acoustic crap, well maybe for special occassions.

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by Tanya @ 2/25/2004 01:54:00 PM

Monday, February 23, 2004

Sorry for not updating, I just haven't been interesting enough to talk about lately. Anyway, just here for the apology. Seeya :)

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by Tanya @ 2/23/2004 10:54:00 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2004

I had one of those 'amazing, incredible and realistic' dreams last night. Ugh, your probably going to laugh at me for being corny, but I'll admit, it was about Ben. I don't really remember much of the earlier stuff, all I really remember was that, we were kissing. What made it realistic? Well, it was so cool because I could feel the softness of his lips and the feeling of my tounge being inside his mouth and the feeling of his tounge against mine. It was actually one of those 'I'm in absolute bliss and it's perfect' dreams. Oh it was wonderful, pity though that Dad woke me up...argh I want him to suffer the angst for disturbing my oh so pleasant dream.

hmm, I've started having a wierd sleeping pattern. Like, I sleep for hours and hours and when i wake up it feels like I've only had a half an hour nap. My eyes are caning and it really hurts :(

Oh God, Hi-five to Liz Phair, she's pro! Not almost as pro as Ben, but she's bonza! Ooh, I've also taken liking to Pete Murrary's 'So Beautiful' song. It relaxes me and it's very nice. He's got a very soft singing voice :)

Anyway, I think I'm going to go make some herbal tea or whatever, I've gotten all twitchy and that's not cool.

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by Tanya @ 2/19/2004 12:49:00 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

Well, certain people made me realise how pathetic and stupid and immature I am. So I've decided to try and turn myself around and do something for the good of mankind. And yeh, I've become a bit of a wildlife activist.

Look at that dolphin, actually it is a porpoise. It actually intrigues me alot because it looks so much more different compared to other species. What really caught me was it's eye, it kinda looks like a human eye and in that picture it looks so sad :( It is an endangered species that only lives in the Gulf of California and is being killed off by being caught in fishing nets etc. Apparently, if it continues to be like that, the species will be extinct in about 10 years :(

Anyway, I've become a part of WWF, if you would like to join go here

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by Tanya @ 2/18/2004 04:44:00 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE

What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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Like it wasn't obvious.

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by Tanya @ 2/17/2004 06:43:00 PM

Monday, February 16, 2004

'I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams and tonight, it's only you and me'

I'm in another one of my sadness moods. I sit here crying to the lyrics of emotional songs that relate to my problems. Sometimes, it just feels like wierdness. Anyway, I'm missing everyone so much so that's probably the reason why.

Sometimes, it just doesn't seem real that I've moved away and the whole world's gone upside down. But it is real and I have to face every single piece of the new reality I'm facing. People say that things change for the better, but I think that doesn't apply right now.

I'm pretty worried about Ben aswell. I knew that there would be a bit of driftness after he went back to school and even though I was preparing myself for it, I'm really hurting inside. As much as he says he wants to talk to me he can't because he's so busy with sport/homework whatever. As much as you think this might sounds stupid but, I really hurt from this whole experience. I know this probably sounds really selfish, but he really does have no time to talk to me at all. It's heartbreaking. It's just gayness how he has no time to talk to me anymore.

Well, I'm bored, how about you?

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by Tanya @ 2/16/2004 09:56:00 PM


Monday, March 08, 2004 I have abandoned my blogger life for livejournal, I can't keep up with posting in both. Go here, It's better. - by Tanya @ 3/08/2004 11:46:00 AM Wednesday, February 25, 2004 Anyway, I don't have much news. So, I apologise for being borng. Newest music obsession would have to be with Magic Dirt, especially 'Watch out Boys' I think it's pro. I think I'm starting to find a type of music and sticking to it rather than being misunderstood and confused by some people. I want to buy an electric guitar, enough of this shitty acoustic crap, well maybe for special occassions. - by Tanya @ 2/25/2004 01:54:00 PM Monday, February 23, 2004 Sorry for not updating, I just haven't been interesting enough to talk about lately. Anyway, just here for the apology. Seeya :) - by Tanya @ 2/23/2004 10:54:00 PM Thursday, February 19, 2004 I had one of those 'amazing, incredible and realistic' dreams last night. Ugh, your probably going to laugh at me for being corny, but I'll admit, it was about Ben. I don't really remember much of the earlier stuff, all I really remember was that, we were kissing. What made it realistic? Well, it was so cool because I could feel the softness of his lips and the feeling of my tounge being inside his mouth and the feeling of his tounge against mine. It was actually one of those 'I'm in absolute bliss and it's perfect' dreams. Oh it was wonderful, pity though that Dad woke me up...argh I want him to suffer the angst for disturbing my oh so pleasant dream. hmm, I've started having a wierd sleeping pattern. Like, I sleep for hours and hours and when i wake up it feels like I've only had a half an hour nap. My eyes are caning and it really hurts :( Oh God, Hi-five to Liz Phair, she's pro! Not almost as pro as Ben, but she's bonza! Ooh, I've also taken liking to Pete Murrary's 'So Beautiful' song. It relaxes me and it's very nice. He's got a very soft singing voice :) Anyway, I think I'm going to go make some herbal tea or whatever, I've gotten all twitchy and that's not cool. - by Tanya @ 2/19/2004 12:49:00 PM Wednesday, February 18, 2004 Well, certain people made me realise how pathetic and stupid and immature I am. So I've decided to try and turn myself around and do something for the good of mankind. And yeh, I've become a bit of a wildlife activist. Look at that dolphin, actually it is a porpoise. It actually intrigues me alot because it looks so much more different compared to other species. What really caught me was it's eye, it kinda looks like a human eye and in that picture it looks so sad :( It is an endangered species that only lives in the Gulf of California and is being killed off by being caught in fishing nets etc. Apparently, if it continues to be like that, the species will be extinct in about 10 years :( Anyway, I've become a part of WWF, if you would like to join go here - by Tanya @ 2/18/2004 04:44:00 PM Tuesday, February 17, 2004 Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't been in much relationships or you need to work on how to handle them. You always seem lost in a daydream about the person you care about most. PLEASE RATE What Do You Truly Desire? PICS brought to you by Quizilla Like it wasn't obvious. - by Tanya @ 2/17/2004 06:43:00 PM Monday, February 16, 2004 'I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams and tonight, it's only you and me' I'm in another one of my sadness moods. I sit here crying to the lyrics of emotional songs that relate to my problems. Sometimes, it just feels like wierdness. Anyway, I'm missing everyone so much so that's probably the reason why. Sometimes, it just doesn't seem real that I've moved away and the whole world's gone upside down. But it is real and I have to face every single piece of the new reality I'm facing. People say that things change for the better, but I think that doesn't apply right now. I'm pretty worried about Ben aswell. I knew that there would be a bit of driftness after he went back to school and even though I was preparing myself for it, I'm really hurting inside. As much as he says he wants to talk to me he can't because he's so busy with sport/homework whatever. As much as you think this might sounds stupid but, I really hurt from this whole experience. I know this probably sounds really selfish, but he really does have no time to talk to me at all. It's heartbreaking. It's just gayness how he has no time to talk to me anymore. Well, I'm bored, how about you? - by Tanya @ 2/16/2004 09:56:00 PM	je m'appelle... My name is Tanya Davis. I'm 16, bisexual and I live in Australia. I live on the internet, so read about my oh-so-interesting life here. I like slaying dragons, rescuing damsels, defending the rights of freedom, justice, truth and love. Sometimes I like to listen to the rain, sometimes I find that erotic, but hey, thats just me. j'adore... Wait Wait, I can speak french, thanks to Mrs Moustache lady in year 7! J'aime les chats, la poesie, la guitare et mon Ben d'ami! je deteste... ugh, je deteste le francais..well I think that's how you spell it. I always hated french, because it was so hard but I try not to hate, I really do. So I won't put anything here! le moulin rouge... I found this beautiful skin at blogskins.com. I love Moulin Rouge, so I instantly fell in love with this layout. 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